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/6:54 PM

this has been a real bad week. i totally hate it. including my b day. so many things just hafta happen. y?? y izzit always liddat. so many casualties. so much trouble. so much disappointment. friends always falling sick n stuff. it makes me realise how precious life is. how easy it is to lose a friend. so i am determined to treasure them. make them feel special. next was the pressure neo has been giving me. its not easy you noe. you should have seen her face when i told her i din wanna go for the competition. you should have been in my shoes. only then will you actually noe how difficult it is to turn her down. its not as easy as you say. luv my teammates n classmates for all the prezzie. yet. today. yes today. i dun understand why did we lose. i admit we were not really well prepared. but i thought we could have at least gotten in semi. it was really disappointing. when the final whistle blew. it was so sad. we knew it was over. quite a few of us cried. i was trying to control my tears. but i couldnt help it. but we shall train hard. we will do well for 11 a side. we muz. mdm yap talked to me. that as a capt. i should encourage my team. n bring them to greater heights. well. i think i have failed. de final shock. n worst. i juz gotta noe. i may not be playing for 11 a side. its not confirmed. but i really wanna play. n i dun wan to miss any training in june. although i noe i'll be missing all the sats due to dance. i dun wan to miss 11 a side b coz of dance again. i dunno wad to do. in a dilemma. i cant handle all this shock all at once. its all too sudden. and why. why muz it be me??? why muz it happen all around my b day. it was supposed for me to enjoy. but yet.

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